I didn't want to tell you this way
I just didn't feel like I had much of a choice
You would've made me change my mind
I know you
I know your words
I know how they affect me
I couldn't stand you looking at me
I didn't mean that
Sorry
I'm leaving
I'm going back home to Chicago
I'm gonna stay with my parents for a while
I know it's not the best situation
Dad's not too happy
But mom and dad understand the situation
I guess you don't
But I think deep down you do
We haven't been on the same page in a long time
That fight over the weekend was probably the final straw
Besides, you still have feelings for Mickie
I know you do
I've seen the box of letters in your closet
Who still writes letters?
I guess you still write letters to someone you dated three years ago
I know we should have sat down and talked about this
I know, I know, I know
But communication had never been our strong suit
We were fun and passion and
We weren't going to last
We argued over the little things, the big things, you didn't want to have kids and I do.
I really do
I want to read them the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe like my mom did for me when I was little
Fuck this is so hard
Why is this so hard
I have to go
I have to do this for me and my life and I'm sorry that I'm doing it like this
Maybe I'll call again when I'm in Chicago
Make sure that you're okay
You probably won't want to hear from me
I understand
But trust me, this is for the best